Dearly Missed But Never Forgotten / Hilang Dimata Tetapi Tidak Dihati

everytime ada berita tentang friends yang kehilangan or in other word kematian their feline/s, buat i teringat about mine.. yes i have gone through that moment and let me tell you it was not easy. i menangis sampai bengkak-bengkak mata bila Raine passed away. he survived for 5 days but kami dapat jaga dia for only a day, selepas dia ditinggalkan oleh mommynya in heavy rain.. kami bawa ke vet but he was too fragile.. masa tu i menangis sampai tidur.. siap kafan kan dgn my best hanky and paksa my better half kebumikan.. huhu..

(ni bukan foto Raine but he looks similar like him, rest well darling till we meet again, insya Allah)

once i surfed in the internet, sekali i found out that Raine was belong to Domestic Russian Blue (mixed breed kot).  then i promised to myself, tak mau bela any felines anymore.. mengiau lah i tak mauuu.. after a few years, another meowww from the back of my house.. terus mauu.. dapat lah bela dia ni for a month until dia mati for unknown reason, mungkin dia stressed kot sebab terpaksa tinggal kat hospital..stressed sebab bising kot. i named him Beau means si kacak in French. sedih tau.. he looks similar like this: -

(thanks monsieur google.. not as big as this but mirip macam Beau.. i always love you!)

then after a year rasanya.. i lost Dot, dia memang nampak lemah masa lahir lagi..  she was a white and black kitty.. she looks like this: -



(nasib baik ada mr. google dapat cari foto yg mirip.. Dot, though brief but you still part of the family.. till later sayang)

we lost Snow sebab mommy dia Nina beranak kat tempat litter box, we thought lepas dia lahir kan Jacob dah tak ada lagi .. rupanya ada sekor lagi.. and this time putih bersih .. tapi sayang she was suffocated sebab mulut dia penuh dengan pasir from the litter box..



(mucho grazie senor google, Snow as brief as Dot but you will stay as my baby.. )

no matter lah apa orang nak cakap, but we love our felines (baik yang hidup mahupun yang dah pergi) so much.. tapi Allah tu maha Kaya, mana yang diambilNya, diganti dengan yang agak sama rupa..Alhamdullilah tapi bukan bermakna i boleh melupakan those yang pergi.. nanti i share their pics yang sama macam mereka yang dah pergi tu.. oklah nak turun goreng bihun.. lapar hehe.. salam